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Across the Sea

by Fleesh

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1.
Look at me Just a shadow on the wall Oh a while ago I was so much more I don’t recognize myself Or my fake smile Now everyday is the same Everything’s grey I once had a dream Now there’s a vison Of me lying on the floor What have I done? Same old story Drowning in myself I’m screaming in silence Trying to make a sound Running on the same old ground Nowhere to be found Time fades away
2.
Black Hole 05:29
Starring at the door That leads to a wall That I built myself I feel nothing at all I’m trying to move my mouth I’m trying to make a sound This key cannot be found Numbness state I’m walking in the air Black hole in my chest In my mind I’m just a guest I’m trying to make a sound I’m trying to reach the ground But there is no hope Black Hole How we’ve come to this? So cold and lonely I’m six feet underground At some forgotten place How I’ve come to this? ‘Cause I’m already here Six feet underground At some forgotten place There’s some comfort in my pain I can’t feel it anymore Is there anybody out there? Can you please wake me up? So here I stay No tears left in my face Inside this black hole
3.
My Only Hope 05:50
Bare feet on the ground Tears rolling down I don’t belong Wish I understood All your gods and saints But my only hope Is to fade away Oh I’m tired of playing this game Each day goes by The more I know I can’t survive I’m empty I’m out of faith Drifting away Oh I wish I was afraid to die I don’t belong here For so long I’m waiting for a spark Somewhere in the lost and found I wish I was afraid to die I don’t belong here Only one way out of this ride Let go of me Let go of me
4.
Echo 05:50
Colors change I can hear They are dancing right in front of me I can’t reach It fades away All the colors turn to grey Pills all over the floor I can’t feel at all Trying to get to the door I can’t move my bones Suddenly all I know fades into dust echoes Suddenly all I can hear is your voice laughing at me Hearing the echoes of my screams Holding on Try to breathe There’s a light moving in front of me “Follow me” it said to me And it was gone in a blink Needles all over the floor I can’t feel no more Lost in a black corridor I can’t breath at all Suddenly all I know fades into dust echoes Suddenly all I can hear is your voice laughing at me Suddenly all I know fades into dust echoes Suddenly all I can see is myself lost in my fears And I need to feel the pain to know myself Only got myself to blame closer to the edge Suddenly I start to fade away I’m echoes of my dreams Echoes of my tears I’ve carried through these years Echoes of my screams Echoes of my dreams
5.
For so long We were so sure Now look at us What a shame What we’ve done Who runs the world Are pigs in a wheel Another suicide story on the news Another shooting Let’s build the wall Those empty wars Who’s guilty? Who had won? We always lose Their pockets get fat We all deserved so much more (so much more) Over and over We will never change Always losing the game Over and over It’s always the same We’ll never break this chain Cause it’s too late… what a shame What can I say? It’s already over (2x) No mercy waiting for us All the rage, all the bombs, all the broken bones Welcome to The freakshow Everytime the curtain falls And we stand by silently There is no hope Trying to crawl Down in a hole Heading for a fall Helpless child in tears (heading for a fall) Another cureless disease (heading for a fall) More blood on the street (we’re just heading for a fall) There is no hope at all!
6.
Why would I think that it’s over? I’ve died a couple times before I know I’m not a different person Just cause I feel free for once Feel as empty as I felt When I tried to find my way out My demons haven’t died They’ve been sleeping for a while Somewhere far across the sea I try to keep myself sane Somewhere, but not so out of reach I know they’ll come crawling back to me Why would you tell me that it’s over? Pain is right there, right across the shore When you say I need to get up now It’s not my choice to make Feel as hopeless as I felt When I tried to quit this life My demons haven’t died They’ve been sleeping for a while Somewhere far across the sea I try to keep myself sane Somewhere, but not so out of reach I know they’ll come crawling back to me Somewhere far across the sea I try to stay far from who I am Somewhere, but not so out of reach I know they’ll come crawling back to me They’re crawling back
7.
Rescue Me 05:32
Figures with no faces So cold outside I don’t know where I should go Lost track of time Everyday’s the same I’m the only one to blame Oh I’m trying They’re dragging me down into the sea Will you come to rescue me? Would you stay Even when I tell you to run away? Finding my way ain’t easy as it seems Please don’t give up on me Lost somewhere across the sea Cannot find the shore Walking on the razor’s edge Will it ever change? Hope you’re not too far Cause I am waiting in the dark Can you turn the lights on? Water’s dragging me down Now I can’t breathe Will you come to rescue me?
8.
Drifting Like the drops in the ocean Sinking Like an anchor in the water Spiraling down Like the leaves hit the ground Oh, damn, gravity Always bringing me down Down on a free fall Feels like the weight of the world is on my shoulders Down on a free fall Feel like the weight of the world Waiting Until this night is over Time goes by Wonder when the sun will rise Carrying around All that’s bringing me down I’m wondering Will you catch me if I fall? Feels like the weight of the world Lies here on my shoulders I am the weight of the world Don’t look at me I’m over I’ve nothing left inside Don’t look at me ‘Cuz I’m colder Just go and shut the door Tell me the truth how much more you think I can go through for you? I feel like the weight of the world for you Drifting like the drops in the ocean…
9.
Whispers 05:11
I don’t know how And don’t know when I can’t rewind my mind before this It came to me A voice so sweet I wasn’t so lonely anymore But now something’s wrong It’s out of control They keep telling me what to do You won’t understand They won’t let me rest These words in my head won’t set me free Wish I could Crawl out of my skin Deeper, deeper These wounds will not heal Another day They’re here again Tearing down all hope I had left I wish I could Set me free But I’m a mess and it’s too late now I know something’s wrong I’m out of control They keep telling me what to do Please just set me free
10.
Up again But not for long So much pain To carry on Living in this game for so long Is there anybody home? Oh my friend I wish you the best Let me go ‘Cause I’m a mess You deserve so much It’s my turn to fade Is there anybody home? Save all your words of mercy And tears on your face No more happy endings Cause it's too late No more words of anger It’s time to say goodbye No more happy endings Too late Down again But not for long In my chest there’s a black hole Holding now a blade No one’s to blame Is there anybody home? No one here trying to make me stay No one ever will read this There’s a light that comes from my grave Coming back to where it all began Never meant to ask for mercy Now I’m here on my knees By the time you read this letter to nobody I’ll be ashes ashes on the sea

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This is Fleesh's 3rd album called "Across the Sea".

"We wanted to create an album expressing on the lyrics and on the instrumentals, the stages of depression.

Lots of people around us have been struggling with it and we see a lot of people that don't quite understand what's going on, they think it's no a big deal... So, we wanted to show how these people feel. To do this, we had several conversations with people we know to understand how they feel, we did a lot of research and read a lot of stories. So this album is entirely based on real facts."

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released March 13, 2019

All songs written and performed by Gabby Vessoni and Celo Oliveira
Produced, mixed and mastered by Celo Oliveira

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Fleesh's a rock project formed by Gabby Vessoni and Celo Oliveira in 2014.

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